I have been feeling kind of down lately and it Melissa to point this out to me. I have been on edge lately snapping at her and having little patients we the kids. I don’t know if from losing Grandma or having a job that does reward anyone who does more what the job requires/ wants more than it gives. Wanting to start school again but not sure which way to go/ not doing as well as should to get into the nursing program. Plus I feel that I’m not providing enough money to take care of my family, we don’t live beyond our means but money just seem tighter the ever right now.
I feel lost and not sure where to turn to. I pray about those things but sometime think that pray is not enough. This feeling of being lost is killing me. How can you lead your family if I’m lost in my own place? I don’t want to sound like I’m whining I’m just confused right now. I know it unfair too Melissa for me to be trying to figure my life out when everything that I do effect more than just me it hurts us. SO that’s where I’m at this time. and this keeps coming back to me. Be blessed
Psalm 121
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?
2 my help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
